So hey everyone. How are ya?

I’m just wonderful.

Don’t you just LOVE wonderful?

Alright, bullshit aside, main reason to the journal starts now.

As some of you know I was, until recently, involved with the Well, that boat has come and gone. However, the boat attempted to return.

Needless to say this caused…some problems.

One of the Admins was kicked due to “inactiveness.”

So, three days ago on Jan 17, 2010, I sent I note in with my most recent reply to this whole event.

STILL have yet to get a reply.

…and they say the other Admin was inactive? Bull crap.

So, before I go any further I’ll include the actual note between me, the Admin who was kicked (first two replies back from the MMRP) and then the other Admin(s) (not sure if it was the same person.)





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Forte-Cross-Exe said the following:

I talked with Nana about this and she doesn't think that I'd need to resend an app for Fef but I'll do it if you all want.

Anyway I've talked about it for a bit and friends have helped me realise how much good stuff there was in the RP, way more than the bad stuff. So I'd like to re join if I can.

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MMRP-DA said the following:

Sure thing Bacon~ I say it's a go~

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Forte-Cross-Exe said the following:

Awesome, thanks

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MMRP-DA said the following:

Actually, the other admins are still discussing it. Nana does not hold weight as far as we are concerned because she does not perform duties like the others. As it stands, we do not allow dropped characters to be picked back up, so even if we actually accept you back in the RP, it will not be as Fefnir.

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Forte-Cross-Exe said the following:

I'm assuming this is one of the co-Admins seeing as Mia has, in the past, let me get a dropped character back (Omega).

Second, I don't believe Co-Admins have a right to overturn an Admins ruling regardless if the Admin isn't active or not.

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MMRP-DA said the following:

It is coming from all the three active admins have all come to the decision that Nana does not do her job and she has been removed from position. If she wants to get her job back, she can speak to Mia. Yes, this is not Mia. In addition, all three admins present do not actually wish to accept you back. A number of RPers do not want you back. Contest if you wish, but as it stands, the current three admins do not wish to see you return.

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Forte-Cross-Exe said the following:

Well, according to battles my right to rejoin was also based on what others think of me.

Tell you what I think of that:

It's. Not. Right.

It's an RP group for a reason. I can see why you'd ask, but asking flat out if I should join and have the results be based on who likes me in the RP is complete and total bullshit. It should be based on how I RP, not how I act OOC. And another thing, give a guy a fair chance maybe? I’m aware of how easily it is to fix things like this. I’m not stupid.

Battles told Josh that they asked “several” people all of which said no. My reply to that: You didn’t ask a fair share of people because I know I wasn’t disliked that much. Tell me otherwise all you want but I’m dead bent on the fact that there are people who’d like me back, you just decided to ask people other than them to dash my chances even more.

When it comes down to it, I think you guys don’t want me back because of the fact that I went and posted that journal saying the Admins have problems. I stand by that even more now with the recent actions of you guys.


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Now, before I go any further, I want to point out that I’m not posting this journal to be an “internet tough guy.” No, far from that; I’m doing this because I feel that other members of the MMRP have a right to know just how the Admins really are to people who aren’t on their favorites list.

The fact that they asked RPers for their opinion if I could come back almost caused me to post this journal four days ago. But no, I decided to wait, see if we could talk this out nicely. I say screw that now. I’ve either been ignored or they aren’t as active as they claim to be.
Sure, you all have lives. I’m not saying you don’t.

Guess what?

Nana has a life too.

And I also think that’s total bull crap to take something that THEY are supposed to do THEMSELVES to the RPers. And it shouldn’t be up to them anyway, it should be up to how I RP, not who likes me and who doesn’t. It’s an RP for a REASON, not a friend club…though I say it’s become one now. I also think it might have to do with the fact that I’m the only person (to my knowledge) who’s publicly posted anything about how the Admins of have problems that need to be fixed.

So, go ahead, flame me, call me a douche, call me names, I don’t CARE. This journal is staying up. On EVERY account I had, both in the MMRP, and on my main. And no, I will NOT delete this due to any amount of flaming, name calling or otherwise. This counts threatening my life. I’m tired of this, and I’m speaking out.